You know, Aoi, I understand your feeling because I'm pretty much in the same boat. I haven't drawing in 3-4 years now so I definitely feel rusty. I mean I scribble about three times a year ever since I stopped drawing, but I dont consider those drawings. haha
But I normally dont hate rereading my old stuff, usually I hate looking at my old drawings - it's embarrassing, no? LOL But I love revisiting my old stories. I really love the ideas I came up with. They were so much better than the ones I can pop out these days.

And rereading those stories again, I am reminded of those ideas and given ideas to new ones, so I dont really hate rereading my old stuff. In fact, I find them motivating and inspirational.

YWAM is truly a gem of a story. Still one of the best ones out there, IMO. If it could move so many of us, I'm sure it can also move you as well.

"Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going." - Jim Ryun